PLEASE READ THESE :Y Monday, October 22, 2007Y
11:47 AM
... Hated all those Attitude ...
Blending into places whereby i felt most unwelcome hurts ... simply hurts ... yelling and calling out seems deaf to them ? simple communication failed ... what more am i still deserve to be treated with ? how worst more can there be ? People who i once treasured and cared for seems to have been taken all this for granted ... im left with not a single drops of tears ... In the past, home was the very first things to me, but as for now ... im sicked and tired if it ... I wanna move out of this sickening house, i wanna grow up real fast ! Being jailed ):
Alright people do change ... i admit that i do change too ... but not to that extreme ... stranger, strangers furthermore plentiful of strangers ... am i just that useless? even my youngest brother dare to scream and shout through my face ... and the worst im actually scared ... im jux useless better off dead ... I really miss those days whereby we can laugh and joke ... at least i dun feel that extra or should i say left out ... i dun yield for much attention just some will do ... impossible stuff are just worth dreaming ...
all i have to do now ... get a job, a life of my own ... have all my time occupied ...
Y Monday, October 01, 2007Y
9:47 PM
THat's Joyce the new office Lady
SOme Updates
Argh ... 3 months of working have finally come to an end ... kinda sad to part but wad else more can i do? I dun wanna get myself stuck working there for life ... i wanna broaden my horizon, doing stuff of my interest ... Undescrible feeling ... I wanna help daddie but i just cant accept the fact of being strictly observed and endless scolding ... To be frank, if i'll to continue working, im sure to be driven nuts by him ... But at least before i left the company, there's a Joyce who might be able to help daddie ... console is wad i felt now ...
So friday i bid farewell to CSP Building ... it was raining as i left ... sound dramatically -.-ll worst came when i wanted to take a taxi but none was at sight ... end up walking in the rain ... met dear at simei ... had dinner at his marmie house ... complaining to him as usual ... then took a cab back home ...
Saturday, omg am i habing some sort of STM? i actually recalling hard of wad actually happened ... ohya went down to Bugis ... actually wanna meet up wid nick kor de ... but didnt bump into him ... walking aroung Bugis, den to marina square ... watched The nanny diary ... Not actually a lousy movie ... it make mi wonder if is it tat bad to be a nanny? Not bad as the income isnt tat pathetic ... but sacrificing of times is wad tat make it worth the pay ... haha- okok after movie went for some dessert ... cant rmb the restaurant name ... but it's nice at Basement level ... took a Bus back ...
Sunday, which was ytd ... woke up by my hyper marmie ... she came hopping in my room ... "AHMEI ... wake up le go breakfast!!!" i was lk -.-" alamak it's nightmare ... half awake lying here and there ... took a taxi down to 201 ... hab our breakfast ... and down to Ahgong hse ... helping marmie to move stuff ... kelian de dear hab to help out too ... busy and tiring noon ... after all that went to slack at dear's marmie de hse ... bought a tub of ice-cream ... watched tv and icecream and mac for dinner ... and home wid a taxi ....
Home i went ... using computer as usual ... daddie came shoo-ing mi to bed ... i was lk -.-" wad for? cause im nt working tmr ... he thought tat im actually working till oct 4 ... i confronted him ... he doesnt seems pleased ... but anyway tat's wad i did ... chatted wid char and hing ... till 4am ... OMG ... but seems better telling some stuff ...
As for today ... woke up by a morning sms sent by Joyce ... she seems blur wid all those stuff ... i hab to explain all by sms-ing ... till i ran out of patient ... calling her straight seems better ... seems worried ... cant set my mind in peace ... dunno if she can manage not ... argh ... GOD Bless JOYCE ...
i wanna buy new specs ... i wanna buy new clothes ... wanna buy new shoes ... wanna diet is the most important of them all ... okok maple awhile and off meeting dear for dinner ... something seems lacking ... is it trust? wadever ... im kinda tired of explaining le ... haiz
Guess that's all ... i miss those days ... UQ0504A ... Jolene, AHJIA, SIngli, Ferina, Christina, QianYi, and ahbeng all ...
Y Wednesday, September 26, 2007Y
7:16 PM
MID AUTUM FESTIVAL
Dear, Tracey, Cherie
Richare
Richard & Tracey
Lantan Tree =D
Candle lighting
Sweet Lantan
Yesterday was Mid Autum Festival ... finally got that right ... cuz i hab been mixing it up with either mooncake or lantan festival ... went home early after work ... wanna rest but marmie drag me out ... she's forever hyper ... went to see those Malay kuay and food ...
Cycle back home ... Dear came ... and off to buy the lantan ... god damn shit ... expensive, buying lantan without the stick ... a pierce of paper actually cost 60 cent ... as for the mooncake even worst ... whole load of craps ... extremely windy yesterday ... hardly get any candle lighted ... went for a walk with the lantan ... thinking of all those good old days sia ... time really flies ... how long has it been since i last play the lantan?? it's long enought till i cant even recall it ...
I really enjoy yesterday ... thanxs dear ... =D
As for today, gonna wake up early for work ... Joyce came ... she wore super formal -.-" i was lk alamak! is there a need to wear that formal? whatever she lk can le ... talking non-stop ... introducing this and that ... bringing her for lunch ...
t0ok a ride down to Bugis for lunch ... i pay for it T_T ... erm POOR!
Guess that's all ... outta here .
Y Monday, September 24, 2007Y
11:24 PM
ORIENTATION
Next took a Bus down to Tampines, pass his marmie the mooncake i bought. The walking distant is MUCH more shorter than e one we took yesterday -.-" Slack awhile and off down to Marina for a LongJohn silver meal. Rushing our way down to the School. Late for the Orientation... lost our way once again zzz
Reached the place and im 15mins late, started off wid those usual icebreaking program ... kinda craps but i participated =.=" lots of muds, aunties plus an indian ... i finally find myself young in the crowd... 2hr of talking from e lecturer ... meaningless slides presentation and briefing ... yawning my way throughout ... courtesy of me for not shutting my eye =D
chatting wid an auntie, who happened to sit right beside me ... she's actually 28 this year ... wid a kids ... and blabla more ... at least im still not that loner ... watching e clock hang right in e middle ... cant wait to leave that room ... Dear was waiting patiently outside, touched ? Indeed im ... haha =D After all the orientation , took a LONG bus ride back ...
Sickening ar ... tmr is a tuesday ... which mean work, works and plenty of work to do ... 4 more days endure endure endure ...
ok end here ... gonna go check out those genting stuff ... I WANNA go HOLIDAY ...
11:06 PM
Cherie and DelCry
10:49 PM
Grace AnD Cherie
10:44 PM
ViVo Trip Fer AnD Cherie
10:32 PM
ooo Recent Picture of CherIe ooo
Y Thursday, September 20, 2007Y
9:06 PM
ooo Born Of DelRiE ooo 
ooo ErM tis is DeLCrY ooo
ooo OuR StOrY oooSemi intro of what actually happened for this past few months ... Thanks to Jay's movie, things started off ... as for the date 130807 memorable ... as it's the so call Ghost Month ... creepy huh ... but that's wad happened ...
To be frank, this has never been through my mind. It was like kinda sudden, till now im still wondering if its all a dream, but by pinching my cheek hard it do hurts. Which mean, it's been a month and is smooth and sound the word to describe it?
Fine out of word ... gone- will be updating ASAP