PLEASE READ THESE :Y Tuesday, July 18, 2006Y
10:00 PM
... Never The Same Again ...
that doesnt mean that i'll be sobbing at a corner ... waiting for ur return ... i'll definately changed for the better ...Friends is what i hab now ... i once neglected them ... realizing how foolish i'm now ... everyday will be happening to me ...
Finally relationship getting better among ma and pa and also leslie ... after all this arguing ... i find it realli foolish and also how "mature" i am ... cold war among ur own family ... who's the one suffering ... that's practically everyone ... fighting over laptop matter ... i rather i hab none ... but still feeling awakward facing ma and leslie at the moment now ... there's still a distant among us ... and i'm trying my veri best to mend all those broken pieces tat i had made ealier on ...
Leaving the path that i'm left wid ... rejecting someone who care for me ... i maybe heartless ... but i rather put a full stop before everything turn out wrongly ... dun wanna lose one good friend ... i noe i'm in no spot of rejecting others ... i'm neither pretty nor clever ... i should be appreaciating when he given mi a chance ... but i realli cant ... maybe one day i will regret e decsion tat i made now ... but i rather be single ... i cant accept him because i'm lonely ... because i wan revenge ... too chim! hahas even i myself dunno wat i wan ... I'm better off sitting alone ... Reflection definately needed ...
