PLEASE READ THESE :Y Friday, July 21, 2006Y
3:44 PM
CHANGES OF A PERSON
Everyone changes under different environment ... it's the same as being brought up by different kind of families ... ur character is brought up there ... attitude changes ... character changes ... do something that you find comfortable wid ... not by doing it just to please others ...
Seeing the changes in you ... made me puzzled ... there's so many side of u ... sometimes wondering ... is the one beside me today ... caring, sporty, hardworking, demanding, and even more ... have to know it before hand before starting any conversation wid you ... just in case i had been the clown beside ... trying to be funni and silly ... doing all the wrong things at the wrong time ...
words said by you sometimes seems unbeliveable ... but i choose to believe in you ... i wished that you wont ruin the trust i have in you ! But you just did ... Trust is important ... when there are gone, bonding doesnt exist anymore ... all we had to do is avoid and pretend ... it's realli tiring doing it ...
have you found the true-self in you? searching it ? or avoiding it? I'm practically mad at the moment now , to even think of publishing all this out ... it's just a personal thoughts i'm having at the moment right now ... solving it here ... doesnt seems practical ...
Let's see to it ... having a piggy slping beside right now ... under such a cooling noon weather ... made mi sleepy too ... off to BED!
