PLEASE READ THESE :Y Monday, August 07, 2006Y
1:45 AM
... Fading of feelings ...
dun realli know how to get things started ... there's still no news of you ever since ... having nightmare as usal ... waking up wid tears ... i swear that i did try to forget, taking things aside ... but why am i unable to do it ... I'm a FAILURE ! a totally failure ... tasting my own medicine ... and i hate this feeling ...
currently in a deliama state ... hab been missing my period for almost 3 mths ... what's happening ? i'm totally freaking out ! ... issit caused by my diet control or is it ? dare not think of that ... GOD BLESS MI ! Just hate this feeling ...
doing lot's for this week ... wid just a simple blink a week is gone ... got back result for both tourism and Advance account ... neither of it was done well ... did it wid merely a pass ... feeling wreaked! cant concentrate in my studies at all ... SHAG!
Lot's of activities on for this week ... 2 gym visits ... each wid pretty pie and Fer ..., went for watson interview, got the job but doubt to be turning up ... and also kbox singing ... lastly roller blading wid singli n jia ... I'm tented wid all this activities ... it keeps mi going !
went for dinner wid Pa and Jie ... got my allowance ... hab to save money ... i penniless at the moment now ... ohya! before dragging my topic further apart ... Pa's buying over 3rd aunty apartment ... means the chances of shifting hse seems hahas ! Hongang isnt far ... wanna have a change in the environment ...
In life things doesnt always happened to go ur way ... there's always a path dragging you down ... many tends to give up without trying ... but i will not let all this dragged mi down ...
