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Y Sunday, August 12, 2007Y
1:45 PM
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Words can be said simply in a snap of seconds ... but how heavy is the words then? ... who can tell mi? No direction, no shelther, bumping into walls everyway ... i dun wanna grab onto ur hand ... cuz i slipped it off on the 10th August 2007 ...

Finding you yesterday ... issit a mistake? i should just vanish out of no where instead of appearing ... Just wanna pei you for the last time ... but i made thing worst ... I was like sobb-ing throughout the talk ... when my mama reach home i cant even face her wid my eye ... it was like so so so red ... telling myself not to cry ... but it jux flows down my cheek helplessly ... all this was like driving me nuts!

We had our lecturing lesson from kelvin ... he's realli good wid his speech ... im totally speechless ... he actually ask mi to gib u hopes for the last time ... but i dun wanna build it high up and destorying it wid my own hand ... i dunno if im doing e right things ... but try letting go bit by bit ba ... i will still answer u when u call mi dar ... replying to ur sms ... i oso dunno wads happening ... TOTALLY LOST!

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