seriously speaking the guilt feeling im having now is beyond word can describe ... For the first time i felt being loved, instead of loving others ... i wanna be ur xiao nuren, ur sha gua , ur silly girl ... but i cant make myself to do so ... it's so so so unfair, let mi be the baddie this time round ba... it's better letting go now then dragging it till both of us having our wound deeply cut...

Seeing the tears u had for mi ... my heart sank ... but i cant let you see the tears i had ... sobbing like a mad girl on the phone that's why im silent all the way ... crying my way to sleep ... Beg you to let mi go ... accept my SORRIES ... maybe you are right ... i will regret this decision i made ... but ... wadever ...

Dun wait for mi le ... cuz you shld know even if things cant work it out between mi and him, i will not return ... i will be too ashamed ... you told mi... you dun mind i hab others in my heart ... but i mind ... wad did u do to deserve this kinda of treatment from mi... let things pass, let mi go, let us be like the past ...

Just like the song i ask u to find ... [shi ying] maybe thats the fate ... you ask mi to tell you the meaning of the songs ... seriously im speechless ... i dun wish things to turn out this way cuz i know how it feels, as im once in the shoes of yours ... dun waste ur time on mi le ...find e right girl who realli appreaciate you ...

- I AM REALLY SORRY-