... Hated all those Attitude ...

Blending into places whereby i felt most unwelcome hurts ... simply hurts ... yelling and calling out seems deaf to them ? simple communication failed ... what more am i still deserve to be treated with ? how worst more can there be ? People who i once treasured and cared for seems to have been taken all this for granted ... im left with not a single drops of tears ... In the past, home was the very first things to me, but as for now ... im sicked and tired if it ... I wanna move out of this sickening house, i wanna grow up real fast ! Being jailed ):

Alright people do change ... i admit that i do change too ... but not to that extreme ... stranger, strangers furthermore plentiful of strangers ... am i just that useless? even my youngest brother dare to scream and shout through my face ... and the worst im actually scared ... im jux useless better off dead ... I really miss those days whereby we can laugh and joke ... at least i dun feel that extra or should i say left out ... i dun yield for much attention just some will do ... impossible stuff are just worth dreaming ...

all i have to do now ... get a job, a life of my own ... have all my time occupied ...